Since Nationality is the first rung, I just want to explain it first.
Everybody by birth has a Nationality. People born in Nicaraguan who have Nicaraguan parents are inherently Nicaraguan by Nationality. Even if the Nicaraguan parents go to Mars and have a child, that child will still be Nicaraguan in terms of Nationality.
So if we study history, we would see that the Europeans carved up Africa and made all of these separated "Nations". Rhodesia is named after Cecil Rhodes, the imperialist diamond miner who raped Africa of much of its wealth. So before all this carving up took place, we all understood that we were Moors, but we had more local or tribal names. However, we had the unification through the fact that we were and are all Moors.
So once again, we go to the dictionary, which will tell you that you are a Moor.
BlackaMoor
It is a compound word. Black + Moor. Black is the adjective(describing word) and Moor is the noun(person/subject). So they were calling you a Black Moor. This OBVIOUSLY shows us that firstly Moor does NOT mean Black. They weren't saying BlackaBlack, or BlackBlack. That's illogical. And secondly it shows you that we were Moors because the noun is the person, place, or thing, in other words the subject.
Secondly there is some stigmatism around Islam/Moslems.
So let's just break these terms down.
What is a Moslem? A Moslem is one who lives according to Islam, believes in one God, and follows the Holy Quran of Mecca(not exclusively, but that is one book they live by).
So then what is Islam? Islam means attaining peace through submission to God(higher self). Essentially Islam means living according Peace, but to do this, you have to let your higher self guide you.
So when people say "Give your life to Jesus" what they are really saying in essence is to live according to your higher self like Jesus and the other Prophets did. But since they are confused, they think that ONLY Jesus could do it, and that only he could be a God-man. But once you get all the complete lessons that the Christian Church doesn't give us, you will see that he said, "What I have done, all men can do, what I am, all men shall be".
By the way, Jesus and Mohammed were cousins by blood. Mohammed came from the seed of Ishmael, and Jesus came from the seed of Isaac, and Isaac and Ishmael were blood brothers, both sons of Abraham. Oh, and Jesus is mentioned HEAVILY in the Quran.
Jesus/Mohammed Family Tree
Ibrahim is Abraham. Isa is Jesus. Ismail is Ishmael. Ishaq is Isaac.
The terms are NAUGHT. I can just as easily same I practice Hotep rather than Islam. They both mean the same thing. And culturally, we wear the Fez and Turban, because those are two of the main headdresses that we have worn historically. However, I am NOT RESTRICTED to wearing another ancient headdress that my forefathers wore.
So a "Moslem" just means that you study all the ancient lessons and live your life in Peace by acting on your Higher Self which is God in man.
Oh and remember, only the pale skin Arabs are confined to reading the Quran, I study the Quran, Bible, Vedas, Kybalion, Egyptian Spirituality, Bghavad Gita, etc. All of these texts are essentially saying the same thing. So it's all about putting the science together and utilizing it. Not tripping off of terms.
Some say "Islam ain't a religion, it's a way of life".
Peace
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Why????
Why is it so hard to convince my people that they are not Black and that they are Moors when it says it in the dictionary.
BlackaMoor
It's a compound word. Meaning it's Black(the adjective) + Moor(the noun). An adjective describes the noun. The noun is the PERSON, place, or thing. So we are Moors, but since through slavery, we lost our heritage, culture, and creed. Hence we got called BlackaMoor. Black means DEATH. Mentally, physically, and spiritually we were dead.
And on the contrary, why is it soooo easy to convince our/my people that they are Primates/Monkeys and that they evolved from Monkeys?????
If you don't know that you are a Moor, and you think you're an evolved monkey, that is called MENTAL SLAVERY. Some European "scholar" did some pseudo-research and brought it back to you and you said, "YESSA MASSA, I'MSA MONKEY MASSA!!"
And then you wonder how you went from this...
to this.....
BlackaMoor
It's a compound word. Meaning it's Black(the adjective) + Moor(the noun). An adjective describes the noun. The noun is the PERSON, place, or thing. So we are Moors, but since through slavery, we lost our heritage, culture, and creed. Hence we got called BlackaMoor. Black means DEATH. Mentally, physically, and spiritually we were dead.
And on the contrary, why is it soooo easy to convince our/my people that they are Primates/Monkeys and that they evolved from Monkeys?????
If you don't know that you are a Moor, and you think you're an evolved monkey, that is called MENTAL SLAVERY. Some European "scholar" did some pseudo-research and brought it back to you and you said, "YESSA MASSA, I'MSA MONKEY MASSA!!"
And then you wonder how you went from this...
to this.....
I joined 24 Hour Fitness today.
I got a pretty good deal. 30 bucks a month, not bad. The facility is REALLY nice, it has a pool, sauna, steam room, and spa, in addition to all the standard stuff. Oh, and it also has a huge basketball court. The only thing I don't like about it is that the Europeans seem to have no standards of decency, the European men walk around buck naked in the locker room like we're on a nude beach, I be wanting to tell them, "You're NOT in the Caucas Mountains anymore man, there's standards of decency now". lol
Disgusting....lol.
Today I didn't really know what to do because I haven't had my fitness orientation yet, so I kinda just moved from workout to workout. So NATURALLY the first thing I went to was Bench Press. Now mind you, I was the second strongest person at Fairfax for several years. My max bench was 320 lbs, I weighed 225 when I was benching that. So I was pretty buff. Then I semi-foolishly quit playing football and Fully-Foolishly quit working out, hence my current physical state. lol
I once hit 225 lbs 15 times. That's how many times Lendale White repped it at his pro day in college before he got drafted into the NFL. And I used to be able to rep 185 lbs 25 times. Today, let's just say I lost about half of my strength, lol. It's insane. I couldn't believe how weak I was. It was really sickening. So after doing a few reps of 135 lbs I moved to abs. I started doing sit ups in sets of 20. That was a pretty decent workout. Then I went downstairs and used the treadmill which, of course just further hammered in how out of shape I am lol. I walked a half a mile at a brisk pace and I was pretty winded and my legs got really tight, almost cramped up (I didn't stretch). And then after I stepped off the treadmill I was lightheaded lol. I had to go to the locker room and just watch TV for a while. Oh and to top it all off, I didn't bring/have any water. And I was broke, and it was hot as hell when I got outside, not a good combo.
So yeah, I'm gonna try and go at least 3-4 times a week. I'll do my more intense workouts on Mondays and Wednesdays. I'm not sure if I'm gonna be going on Fridays. But I'm gonna take a cycling class on Saturday mornings.
Oh and I DEFINITELY need an Ipod or MP3 player cause they got me listening to that nastiness (T-Pain, Akon, Beyonce, etc.) while I work out. Not cool. They had ya boy singing "I got my drink and my 2 step" today, and nodding my head to it. lol. It's like mesmerizing, the beats, but all that spews from their lips is nastiness and fallacies. I need to make a playlist with some Dead Prez, Immortal Technique, stuff to pump me up. Cas that "Drank and my 2 Step" aint working out. lol
So if anyone wants to join 24 hour fitness let me know, I can get you the same deal I got, cas today was the last day of the special, but they said if I bring people in, they can get the deal, and I get half off my monthly charge lol.
Disgusting....lol.
Today I didn't really know what to do because I haven't had my fitness orientation yet, so I kinda just moved from workout to workout. So NATURALLY the first thing I went to was Bench Press. Now mind you, I was the second strongest person at Fairfax for several years. My max bench was 320 lbs, I weighed 225 when I was benching that. So I was pretty buff. Then I semi-foolishly quit playing football and Fully-Foolishly quit working out, hence my current physical state. lol
I once hit 225 lbs 15 times. That's how many times Lendale White repped it at his pro day in college before he got drafted into the NFL. And I used to be able to rep 185 lbs 25 times. Today, let's just say I lost about half of my strength, lol. It's insane. I couldn't believe how weak I was. It was really sickening. So after doing a few reps of 135 lbs I moved to abs. I started doing sit ups in sets of 20. That was a pretty decent workout. Then I went downstairs and used the treadmill which, of course just further hammered in how out of shape I am lol. I walked a half a mile at a brisk pace and I was pretty winded and my legs got really tight, almost cramped up (I didn't stretch). And then after I stepped off the treadmill I was lightheaded lol. I had to go to the locker room and just watch TV for a while. Oh and to top it all off, I didn't bring/have any water. And I was broke, and it was hot as hell when I got outside, not a good combo.
So yeah, I'm gonna try and go at least 3-4 times a week. I'll do my more intense workouts on Mondays and Wednesdays. I'm not sure if I'm gonna be going on Fridays. But I'm gonna take a cycling class on Saturday mornings.
Oh and I DEFINITELY need an Ipod or MP3 player cause they got me listening to that nastiness (T-Pain, Akon, Beyonce, etc.) while I work out. Not cool. They had ya boy singing "I got my drink and my 2 step" today, and nodding my head to it. lol. It's like mesmerizing, the beats, but all that spews from their lips is nastiness and fallacies. I need to make a playlist with some Dead Prez, Immortal Technique, stuff to pump me up. Cas that "Drank and my 2 Step" aint working out. lol
So if anyone wants to join 24 hour fitness let me know, I can get you the same deal I got, cas today was the last day of the special, but they said if I bring people in, they can get the deal, and I get half off my monthly charge lol.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
The ONLY reason I wanna go to the South.
Is for their kick ass bands. lol
Bands here are GARBAGE. The marching bands are like elementary level compared to down south. Drumline clearly showed us that. So yeah, I wanna go to the South to experience that, but besides that, I'm cool on the South lol
This is sooo dope. Minus the retarded dancing and unnecessarily revealing outfits. The music is good.
Bands here are GARBAGE. The marching bands are like elementary level compared to down south. Drumline clearly showed us that. So yeah, I wanna go to the South to experience that, but besides that, I'm cool on the South lol
This is sooo dope. Minus the retarded dancing and unnecessarily revealing outfits. The music is good.
Talking with an elder before Temple.
So I was on my way to Moorish Sunday School and I was early so I stopped at Starbucks to read. And my friend Amir was in there, and he was already in there listening to this elder drop knowledge. So he came outside and told me to come inside and listen to the conversation that this sister was having with the elder brother. He was saying how the woman should be submissive to the man and that the woman should basically let a man be a man. He was saying that only men should be rule and be Kings. I disagree with that, but anyways, he was saying that women shouldn't be rulers. And then the sister started agreeing with him, and saying that not enough women know how to let their men be men. She said that not enough young girls/women know how to let their men actually be men. She said that she has a cousin who runs her house as if she was the man. She said she talks to her husband as if he's a little child. That's just disgusting.
Women are naturally submissive or passive, and men are more dominant and active. So when the woman acts dominant, she takes away the mans masculine energy and vibrations and essentially feminizes him. This is how you get weak, passive, and sometimes homosexual men. The woman should obey the husband. Not because of confusion,vanity,arrogance, etc. some women get all wily when they hear this. If your man is just,righteous, and spiritually in tune, then why would not you be submissive? It doesn't mean that he controls your every thought and action, but it just basically means that he is in charge of his household and he makes the decisions. If your man isn't just, righteous, etc. then the problem was that you chose a bad mate. That has nothing to do with being submissiveness. The man is supposed to be the head of the household, but the woman is supposed to make the rules of the household, then together the man and woman interpret them, and then the man enforces the rules. So essentially it's equal. If you want to read more into this subject, there's a good Chapter about this in the book The Secret Science.
Then the elder started telling the sister about how where we are right now, so called North America, is actually North Africa, which me and Amir already knew because of Moorish Science. He started making fun of the slavery myth and how most of it never happened. I was dying because of how funny the notion that MILLIONS of people from Africa were brought here on ships within the time period they say. He was like, " Get yourself a boat, get a few hundred people, and see how long it takes you to get to Africa. And then imagine how inferior the ships were back then compared to now". I was cracking up. lol. He said that when the "Americans" wanted to purchase Mississippi from the French, the French told them that they couldn't sell it to them, because it belonged to the Moors. So he continued dropping some more history, and then before I left I told him about the Temple, and Noble Drew Ali and told him where our Temple was.
Oh and it was HILARIOUS. When he was talking about men being Kings, he pointed to 4 brothers outside who were "walking" their dogs (Pittbulls, and Rotweilers). He was like " Look at those brothers, why are they out in the streets dragging dogs around? They should be cultivating their minds, and studying. But since they have no one to tell them that they shouldn't be dragging dogs around, they'll keep doing it." I'm gonna start going to Starbucks an hour early so I can talk to people from now on.
Good Experience.
Peace
Women are naturally submissive or passive, and men are more dominant and active. So when the woman acts dominant, she takes away the mans masculine energy and vibrations and essentially feminizes him. This is how you get weak, passive, and sometimes homosexual men. The woman should obey the husband. Not because of confusion,vanity,arrogance, etc. some women get all wily when they hear this. If your man is just,righteous, and spiritually in tune, then why would not you be submissive? It doesn't mean that he controls your every thought and action, but it just basically means that he is in charge of his household and he makes the decisions. If your man isn't just, righteous, etc. then the problem was that you chose a bad mate. That has nothing to do with being submissiveness. The man is supposed to be the head of the household, but the woman is supposed to make the rules of the household, then together the man and woman interpret them, and then the man enforces the rules. So essentially it's equal. If you want to read more into this subject, there's a good Chapter about this in the book The Secret Science.
Then the elder started telling the sister about how where we are right now, so called North America, is actually North Africa, which me and Amir already knew because of Moorish Science. He started making fun of the slavery myth and how most of it never happened. I was dying because of how funny the notion that MILLIONS of people from Africa were brought here on ships within the time period they say. He was like, " Get yourself a boat, get a few hundred people, and see how long it takes you to get to Africa. And then imagine how inferior the ships were back then compared to now". I was cracking up. lol. He said that when the "Americans" wanted to purchase Mississippi from the French, the French told them that they couldn't sell it to them, because it belonged to the Moors. So he continued dropping some more history, and then before I left I told him about the Temple, and Noble Drew Ali and told him where our Temple was.
Oh and it was HILARIOUS. When he was talking about men being Kings, he pointed to 4 brothers outside who were "walking" their dogs (Pittbulls, and Rotweilers). He was like " Look at those brothers, why are they out in the streets dragging dogs around? They should be cultivating their minds, and studying. But since they have no one to tell them that they shouldn't be dragging dogs around, they'll keep doing it." I'm gonna start going to Starbucks an hour early so I can talk to people from now on.
Good Experience.
Peace
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Just what I'm feeling.
I just got into a big argument with my grandfather about my cell phone usage. I went over and he got charged an extra $100. So I tell him it's no biggie and that I'll pay him back Wednesday when I get my check($4000) on Wednesday. I also explained that I understood that what I did was irresponsible, but that from here all we can do is look to solutions and not dwell on what happened. He kept trying to point out that it wasn't the first time it's happened and blah blah blah. And I kept telling him that there are 2 problems that we have right now:
1. I was irresponsible about my cell phone usage again.
2. He got charged an extra $100.
So I told him that I acknowledged my fault and understood that what I did was wrong. Which I thought took care of problem 1. And then I told him I'd pay the money back on Wednesday. Which I thought took care of problem 2. He on the other hand, tried to tell me that the money that I'm getting is "for school" and that I shouldn't be "wasting it". And then he tried to insists that I didn't go over my minutes on accident. I had to kinda aggressively burn him out on that, cas that's just a frivolous claim that he couldn't prove at all. So I brought up the fact that no on supported me at all when I tried to go to college(university), but now that I'm getting some money, they're all trying to tell me to save my money for school. It's disgusting. It's like, "We won't help you get there, but we're gonna try and tell you what to do with your money". I also told him that he had no right to tell me what to do with my money, especially seeing as though he didn't help me go to college in the first place. It's not like I'm saying "You can't give me any advice or guidance". But don't try and tell me specific things on what not to spend money on, that's a violation of privacy and really not cool. People have to make mistakes anyways, so that they can learn from them. Then the whole conversation switched into me having to live at home.
He started bring up how he pays all the bills and keeps the household running smoothly. My question to him is, "Who should be doing that?" Me? He's the "Man of the House" and with that comes authority and power, so I'm sure a few bills shouldn't be a problem. Gotta pay the cost to be the boss right? That's how I see it for the most part anyways. Then I brought up how no one in the house wants to be there. I wish I was in off in college, my grampa wishes he didn't have to be here, my gramma wishes she could leave my grampa and move out, and my uncle (grampas brother) wishes he could go back to his home in New Orleans. So I explained that none of us want to be here in the first place. And he acts as though I'm here by choice when in reality, nothing could be further from the truth. I also brought up how my gramma co-signed for my cousin on a loan for $14,000 so she could stay in school (UCSB) and that no one would co-sign for me. And the only person that managed to talk me out of moving out as soon as I got my money was my mom (the only person I can logically talk to sometimes).
In some cases I don't think there's anything wrong with living your parents after High School, however, we observe in nature that when birds get a certain age, they leave the nest. Birds don't just stay with the parents after they're grown. I think it's healthy to leave and live on your own, having freedom and independence. And on the contrary, I think it's unhealthy to stay at home and not go off and be on your own. Unless you live at home, but you have a car, then it's different because you have freedom to go and do your own thing. But in my eyes, living at home + no car + after high school = HELL. I'd rather work a 40 hour week and pay $1000 for rent than to pay no rent and live at home and not work. But in my case, it's clear that there is a clear attempt from keeping me from going too far away. I know this simply because when I told my grampa that I wanted to go to Howard (Washington DC) he said, " You ain't never been to Washington, you don't know nobody, how you gonna make it out there?" Notice that he NEVER mentioned the costs at all. So his concern is me not having any freedom/independence. My mom feels the same way as he does.
So anyways in conclusion, I have an extremely dysfunctional family that is in part causing me to want to get the hell out of California as soon as the opportunity presents itself. Logically or Illogically. I don't really care at this point. I was telling Kaila how I thought about just taking my money and leaving for a while. That doesn't sound so bad right now. Trust me, if I had a normal, non-dysfunctional family, this post wouldn't be necessary. Keyword there is IF.
Peace
1. I was irresponsible about my cell phone usage again.
2. He got charged an extra $100.
So I told him that I acknowledged my fault and understood that what I did was wrong. Which I thought took care of problem 1. And then I told him I'd pay the money back on Wednesday. Which I thought took care of problem 2. He on the other hand, tried to tell me that the money that I'm getting is "for school" and that I shouldn't be "wasting it". And then he tried to insists that I didn't go over my minutes on accident. I had to kinda aggressively burn him out on that, cas that's just a frivolous claim that he couldn't prove at all. So I brought up the fact that no on supported me at all when I tried to go to college(university), but now that I'm getting some money, they're all trying to tell me to save my money for school. It's disgusting. It's like, "We won't help you get there, but we're gonna try and tell you what to do with your money". I also told him that he had no right to tell me what to do with my money, especially seeing as though he didn't help me go to college in the first place. It's not like I'm saying "You can't give me any advice or guidance". But don't try and tell me specific things on what not to spend money on, that's a violation of privacy and really not cool. People have to make mistakes anyways, so that they can learn from them. Then the whole conversation switched into me having to live at home.
He started bring up how he pays all the bills and keeps the household running smoothly. My question to him is, "Who should be doing that?" Me? He's the "Man of the House" and with that comes authority and power, so I'm sure a few bills shouldn't be a problem. Gotta pay the cost to be the boss right? That's how I see it for the most part anyways. Then I brought up how no one in the house wants to be there. I wish I was in off in college, my grampa wishes he didn't have to be here, my gramma wishes she could leave my grampa and move out, and my uncle (grampas brother) wishes he could go back to his home in New Orleans. So I explained that none of us want to be here in the first place. And he acts as though I'm here by choice when in reality, nothing could be further from the truth. I also brought up how my gramma co-signed for my cousin on a loan for $14,000 so she could stay in school (UCSB) and that no one would co-sign for me. And the only person that managed to talk me out of moving out as soon as I got my money was my mom (the only person I can logically talk to sometimes).
In some cases I don't think there's anything wrong with living your parents after High School, however, we observe in nature that when birds get a certain age, they leave the nest. Birds don't just stay with the parents after they're grown. I think it's healthy to leave and live on your own, having freedom and independence. And on the contrary, I think it's unhealthy to stay at home and not go off and be on your own. Unless you live at home, but you have a car, then it's different because you have freedom to go and do your own thing. But in my eyes, living at home + no car + after high school = HELL. I'd rather work a 40 hour week and pay $1000 for rent than to pay no rent and live at home and not work. But in my case, it's clear that there is a clear attempt from keeping me from going too far away. I know this simply because when I told my grampa that I wanted to go to Howard (Washington DC) he said, " You ain't never been to Washington, you don't know nobody, how you gonna make it out there?" Notice that he NEVER mentioned the costs at all. So his concern is me not having any freedom/independence. My mom feels the same way as he does.
So anyways in conclusion, I have an extremely dysfunctional family that is in part causing me to want to get the hell out of California as soon as the opportunity presents itself. Logically or Illogically. I don't really care at this point. I was telling Kaila how I thought about just taking my money and leaving for a while. That doesn't sound so bad right now. Trust me, if I had a normal, non-dysfunctional family, this post wouldn't be necessary. Keyword there is IF.
Peace
What I live by.
This basically encompasses what I live by. From Star Wars Episode 6 The Return of the Jedi. Oh by the way, in my opinion, Star Wars is the greatest film series in the history of film.
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